Have you ever hidden a post, post-date it back a couple of months so it's not on your front page for anyone and everyone to read? I just did. Call me a wimp, a coward whatever. I just needed to get out some anger and frustration, I wanted it to be here, just not right here, up front for the world to see.
Mostly it was about the anger that I felt towards a person, a grown adult. My anger boiled over and became something almost physical. I stood outside, I saw this person and it took every ounce of personal strength not to go over to her and hit her. Strike her. Pull out every hair on her head. I felt a ashamed that someone could yield such a violent reaction. That hate boiled over to a point that could have been of no return.
I walked inside to breathe, cried a little, counted to one hundred and composed myself. I couldn't find my way back outside to where she was, I just didn't trust myself enough.
A question: Have you ever hidden a post? Why?