Sunday, May 6, 2018


Life doesn't seem fair 
and I am a witness.
"I don't believe in God"
she says
And I have nothing
to refute it.

I seem to push through

wanting to hope
that a better day will come.
And maybe that's God
or maybe it's just me.

Wednesday, January 3, 2018

Day 2

Just a few weeks ago Someone said I was really good at my job.  It felt good.  No great.

Tuesday, January 2, 2018

Day 1

1. The fam
2. Rocky Bo
3. My music playing and no one complaining
4. Kindle
5. Deckle edged book
6. New fleece blankets
7. New socks
8. Worn-in jeans
9. Hot coffee
10. Fresh flowers from the Farmer's Market.

Monday, May 1, 2017


What if i woke up 5 minutes earlier to write something.  Then 10.  20.  an hour.  I could lose sleep over this.
The other day I had to write and I couldn't.  A beautiful story of friendship, laughter, heartache and it all slipped through.  I felt out of practice.  I want to write long.   But all that comes out are short.  Spurts.
I don't want to pressure myself but feel I need to pressure myself.

Sunday, April 30, 2017


Making the conscious choice
those who walk this path.

To walk side by side
Holding hands
To our back
following in the footsteps
of those before.
In front
to show us the way.

Wednesday, March 1, 2017


I tried.
I said what I needed to say.
And come to a point of honesty
I didn't think could happen.
There is pride in what I said.
And sadness it wasn't heard.

Monday, February 27, 2017


I tried a little harder
or so I want to believe.
I asked and gave.
A little bitter at times.
I'd like to think
this is the fear
but the bitter tasted so sweet.

Sunday, February 26, 2017


I am always grasping 
at something I can not have.
A story left unfinished.

Saturday, February 25, 2017


For once in my life
I imagined I was right were 
I wanted to be.
Goals met.
Dreams accomplished
I would sit and ponder 
make a new life plan.

Tuesday, January 31, 2017


I am often amazed at the level of people-hate I can exude. I find people I know talking to each other and I walk past and question the appeal of a conversation they might carry.  Talking.  And people are overrated.

Sunday, January 29, 2017


I am struggling with the state of the world today and find it hard to find my place to vent.  Granted I know there are many places, Facebook, Twitter, Instagram, but those areas seem to be plagued with meanness and hatred. Home would be nice but I would love to keep these grounds sacred.  Not that I don't want people to disagree with me, I want them to do so civilly. It's just so sad we can't do that in this day and age.
Right now with my brain so full of thoughts and opinions and feelings I just don't know where to start.  I just keep coming back to this quote that I want to share.

I will try to live by this quote.  I know my voice does not have to be loud; it just needs to be heard.


Life doesn't seem fair  and I am a witness. "I don't believe in God" she says And I have nothing to refute it. I see...