have

Have you ever said something simple and suddenly have this awareness.  That moment, what you just said.  Those words were right.  Are right.  How you feel and felt.  What you know.

'You do it because you can' she said.
'No, I can't do it.  I do it because I have to.'

Everyday I doubt.  Question.  Wonder.
'Am I doing right?'
'What if I screw it up?'

What.  If.  Can't.
Never won't.
Always Have.

Washing the doubt off.  A cleansing of my soul.

Because even if I can't.  I have to.