I use to be able to sit down and write endlessly. I could type daily and feel good. Now I can barely get the words out. I know I have complained about this before. It's an endless torture. I of course have only myself to blame. I ultimately am the one that fills my time. I work. I play. I don't write.
I tell myself I will try daily. And daily fails. Then weekly. Fail. Not monthly. More than yearly. I find that the words come then vanish just as quickly. I feel frustrated. Angry. I give up.
The giving up is easy.